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The 2003 ‘Regime Change’ season at Shakespeare’s Globe saw the theatre belatedly extend its original practices experiments – which had included a number of productions with all-male casts – to a single-sex, women-led company, performing Richard III and The Taming of the Shrew in repertory. Phyllida Lloyd joined the project late in the day after Barry Kyle left the production, and the result (as seen on the archive video at Shakespeare’s Globe) is a joyful, comic, and playfully satirical take on the play that celebrates the bodies and improvisatory skill of the company’s women.Earth Origins Women's, Flinn Casual Sneakers Black 6 MWeenFashion Womens Open Peep Toe High Heel Cow Leather Solid Sandals with Zipper and Glass Diamond, Black, 8 B(M) US.WeenFashion Women's Zipper Pointed Closed Toe High Heels Low Top BootsOwaheson Cushioning Sneaker Trail Running shoes Mens Womens Iran Flag.

Petruchio (Janet McTeer) shows his true colours, controlling Katherina (Kathryn Hunter) with tight embraces.

For Lloyd’s company, men are a species unto themselves. Even rival suitors Hortensio (Yolanda Vazquez) and Gremio (Penelope Dimind) slap one another’s backs and share mutually reinforcing shouts and grunts. Petruchio, when he emerges in the imposing six-foot form of Janet McTeer, Gunmetal Women's Lauren Platform SandalNara shoes Women's Penny Sandalis the most alpha of the males, embodying a slightly swaggering but entirely self-possessed confidence that brooks no argument.

This commedia-inflected production plays the Shrew fairly straight, for laughs, and without the induction that might give it an ironic frame. Instead, any critique and irony comes from within the performances themselves, as the company allow the play to be a comedy but allow that comedy to push to uncomfortable places. Kathryn Hunter’s Katherina is a spoiled woman-child, stamping her feet and shouting wordlessly when she doesn’t get her way,WeenFashion Women's Kitten-Heels Soft Material Low-top Assorted color Lace-up BootsNine West Womens Weslir Suede Loafer Flat and in the early scenes Petruchio brilliantly turns this against her when informing the other men that they have agreed she will do this – when she stamps, the men clap and cheer her; when she shouts, they turn it into a huzzah, depriving her of her best weapons. Her abuse of her sister Bianca (Laura Rogers) is thorough and quite violent, but this comes from justifiable resentment at the clear favouritism of her father Baptista (Anna Healy). Katherina has undeniable problems, but watching her passed over by her father and gaslit by her wooer is still hard to watch.

During the second half, at Petruchio’s house, the strategies are very clear and centred around food. In a clever move, Lloyd brings onstage Petruchio’s spaniel Troilus, an actor in a dog costume, who takes an immediate dislike to Katherina; Katherina tries to flee from the dog, Eastland Womens Birch Hiking shoesDrew Toby Women Pumps Sweet Shallow Mouth Pointed Toe Suede Bow High Heelsthen beats it with a broom, leaving it whimpering away to get the sympathy of the servants. Later, Katherina sneaks up to the dog while it and Grumio sleep to steal its boneKyle Walsh Pa Women Classic Snow Boots Knitting Wool Cuff Patchwork Australian Warm Plush Furry Cotton Low-Heel shoes,Cri de Coeur Women's Libby BootLusam feeling Women's Comfortable Breathable Walking Sneakers Lightweight Athletic Tennis Running shoes her hunger absolutely desperate by this point. Later, as a reward, Petruchio gives Katherina some food, but then embraces her and coddles her while Hortensio finishes it off. And increasingly it becomes obvious that Petruchio is treating Katherina exactly like his dog, right down to the whistles and shouts of ‘Here’. Women High Heels Peep-Toe Black Fashion Elegant Sandals

The comedy of the production is sincere, then, but leads to uncomfortable positions. Hunter’s virtuoso physical skills allow her to be tumbled upside down when she fights against Petruchio, and to be carried around the stage in all kinds of undignified postures;Drew Toby Women Pumps Sexy Shallow Solid color Fashion Elegant OL High HeelsSUNNY Store Leather Ankle Boots Women Fashion Buckle Patchwork Warm shoes(Brown-9.5 M US) yet the audience’s laughter seems to doubly imply both recognition of her skill and enjoyment of her subjugation. The applause of the audience in the archive video after Katherina comes to Petruchio at his command seems sincere, as it the audience are approving the taming. It’s a microcosm of a production in which men are consistently awful throughout, but always mutually congratulatory.

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Gentleman Jack season 1 is a brilliantly constructed series, charting the ideal arc of a romance and culminating, in the season finale, with an air-punching, golden glow of a happy ending. It’s an unsurprising ending for a period romance, but thrilling in its full investment in a queer relationship, given all the trappings of any good BBC or HBO programme. Beautifully acted and directed, the confidence of this episode fully validates the decision to extend to a second season.

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Despite the potential for the episodes of Gentleman Jack to bleed into one another, writer-director Sally Wainwright has done a fine job of giving each episode an individual identity. The finale is structured around moving apart and coming together, as Anne Lister (Suranne Jones) goes on her long-planned trip around Europe with her two long-suffering servants for company, while Ann Walker (Sophie Rundle), having slit her wrists at the end of the previous episode,Believed Unisex Short Combat Chelsea Martin Ankle High Tops Boots Work Hiking Trail Biker shoesOwaheson Platform Lace up Sneaker Casual Chunky Walking shoes Low Top Women Mexican Female Painter Frida Kahlo Lying Down Tree of LifeSKULL-the walking skulls womens comfortable canvas sneakersRoom Of Fashion ROF Women's Soft Slouchy Flat to Low Heel Knee High Boots withdraws further into herself at her sister’s house in Scotland. Separated by effectively realised stormy seas and unreliable communications, the bringing of the two back together over the hour provides the necessary tension and drama.

For Ann, the situation is revealed to be dire as her sister Elizabeth (Katherine Kelly) turns out not to be the villain at all, supportive of Ann and desperate to see her happy. Rather, it is her husband (Derek Riddell), who destroys the letter with Anne’s postal address in Denmark as he schemes to have Ann married off to an associate. The episode develops a deep bond between the sisters as Elizabeth finally betrays her husband, explains the situation to Ann, and writes to her relatives the Priestleys (Peter Davison and Amelia Bullmore) to come and pick her up. There’s a mid-episode triumph here, first as Ann stands up for herself and tells Captain Sutherland that they are leaving, Owaheson Platform Lace up Sneaker Casual Chunky Walking shoes High Top Women Doge Meme Crazy Shiba InuOwaheson Platform Lace up Sneaker Casual Chunky Walking shoes High Top Women Swiss Flag National Emblemand then as the Priestleys, weak-willed and prejudiced as they are, stick up for her. It’s a turning point for Ann as she takes back control of her own destiny.

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The vulnerabilities of the Halifax situation combine to bring Anne low. There’s a lot of humour as she travels back, especially as her servants (Albane Courtois and Dino Fetscher) huddle in the rain, vomit in the street, and fall asleep in the coach while Anne takes over the drive. Anne grabs the doctor by the throat when she gets back, furious to find her aunt well, but it’s quickly obvious that this is out of fear – we see her processing what might have happened.Btrada Women's Increased Within Higher Sneakers Casual Lace-Up High Heels Wedge Athletic Sneaker shoesAllhqFashion Women's Solid High-Heels Closed Round Toe Imitated Suede Zipper Boots She is likewise furious when her father (Timothy West) tells her she is an idiot for mortgaging the deeds to the family home against her plan to sink a mine, and Anne’s demeanour when she goes to the site and sees the scale of the problems is heartbreaking. At this point, she seems to have lost everything.

So hurrah for Ann, returning to Halifax and immediately setting out to find Anne’s address, only to find Anne herself. Their reunion scene is moving, and beautifully performed, especially as Anne explains that she isn’t as strong as she seems (or that she is, just not all the time). The scene builds beautifully to their procession of love, Summer Women Sandals Sweet 5.3CM High Heels Pink Flock Ankle Strap Sandals Big Size 40 K-346and then we see the two going to York to take communion together, treating it as their own private wedding ceremony as their hands brush as they walk back down the aisle. Juxtaposed with the public wedding of Thomas Sowden (Tom Lewis) and Suzannah Washington (Amy James-Kelly) – which provides a cliffhanger as Joe Armstrong’s Samuel Washington starts to see the holes in Thomas’s story about his disappeared (murdered) father) –Womens Square Low Heels Ankle Boots Fashion Platform Lace-Up Round Toe Motorcycle Booties the secret wedding of Ann and Anne is less spectacular, but all the more moving for its quiet intimacy and secret signs. And the bickering of the two, with Ann proving herself to be more than an equal to her more senior wife, suggests the beginnings of a happy marriage. It’s a joyful way to finish an excellent serie.s

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The Willow Globe in Powys, Wales, celebrated its 25th anniversary in 2019, and the coincidence of the British Shakespeare Association holding its first conference in Wales led to a special performance of the company’s Pericles in the grounds of Oystermouth Castle. A more beautiful setting for an outdoor production of Pericles is hard to imagine; the high stone walls and steep grassy slope made for a perfect auditorium, with a sea view to boot. With a rough breeze circulating throughout, the stormy weather of the play has unusual, sensual presence.

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Despite being performed on the Gower peninsula, a coincidence with the name of the play’s narrator noted in the programme, this is a surprisingly un-Welsh production. The strongest component is the band playing Simon Fraser’s music, which draws on Mediterranean influences and even includes an Arabic folk song for Marina (Caitlin Williams) to sing to the troubled Pericles (Nathan Goode). The music is beautifully donePumps & Heels Women's High Heel Boots, Side Zipper Autumn Winter Pointed BootsCute Cartoon Pug Road Running shoes Women size 9,Kyle Walsh Pa Women Retro Vintage Mid-Calf Boots Lace-up British Style Flat Heel Martin Booties Female Autumn Winter shoes though the overwhelming whiteness of the cast means it feels somewhat appropriative, and it might have been lovely to see the company claim a Welsh identity for the play.

Sue Best and Ian Yeoman’s production boldly takes on the full text with no appreciable cuts. For the most part, the amateur company handles the text with confidence, especially Yeoman as an eloquent, commanding Cerimon, and Laurence Golding as an ebullient, avuncular Simonides.York Zhu Women's Boots Round Toe Thick Heel Vintage Ankle Booties Combat Boot But the emphasis is on an ensemble ethos, with the whole large ensemble assembling to speak the words of the choruses, Gower becoming a collective voice that occasionally breaks up into the characters being spoken about. The Chorus moves about the audience, allowing the narration to come from all sides.

The highlight is the long battle between the six knights, played out as a series of one-on-one duels in which Pericles bests each of the knights in turn and they comically run away or are knocked out, the last after trying to take on Pericles without weapons. The dance is then played as a secondary competition, with Pericles unsure of his footing as the six soldiers link arms and begin stepping in time; as he builds confidence and begins leading the dance, the other knights peel off in exhaustion until only one other is left. This surprisingly detailed moment showcases Pericles’ ability to adapt to his circumstances and prevail,Yellow Box Womens Bunkie Wedge SandalSkechers Sport Women's Breathe-Easy Sweet Sound Fashion and the company’s sense of fun.

Some easy laughs are obtained from the appearance of three middle-aged prostitutes when the scene shifts to Mytilene, showing off their fishnets and broken teeth to the audience while the band plays a sultry jazz number. Erin Draper’s Lysimachus is a smooth operator, fully aware of the depravity of his own city, but not above going straight to Pericles with stories of virtue when it suits him. Here, when Lysimachus suddenly asks Pericles for Marina’s hand in marriage,Sandals Women's High Heels Summer Heels Stiletto Heels Super Pointed Toe shoes Sandals Women's shoes Half Slippers Fitting shoes (color Silver, Size 34) Marina looks momentarily surprised as her father – who she has never met – suddenly assumes right of approval over her love affairs.

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Lynne Voyce’s short essay is a personal response to her childhood memories of growing up as the daughter of a Merseyside Vauxhall worker who was regularly on strike. Merseyside in the late seventies/early eighties was hit especially badly by Thatcher’s government,Ghssheh Women's Stylish Buckle Cross Strap Round Toe Low Block Heel Ankle Boots with Zipper Black 4 M USAugust Jim Flats shoes Women Comfort Square Toe Slip on Casual Loafers shoesQXH Women's Running shoes Breathable Tennis Athletic Sneakers and even down at the south end of the Wirral – where the industrial sprawl of Runcorn, Widnes and Ellesmere Port bump up against the mansions of footballers and investors – the Winter of Discontent left families literally with nothing to eat.

Voyce’s essay captures the child’s-eye view of strike culture, where parents would switch over the channel when a ‘connie’ like Bruce Forsyth came on, and where families gathered together in the streets. The most heartbreaking memory comes on a particular Christmas when young Hoohle Sports Womens Green Dolphins Youth Flex Mesh Roshe 2 Lightweight Stylish Road Running shoesMarch for our lives accessories Womens Breathable Plimsolls WomenLynne asked her parents ‘is that all?’ when confronted with a paltry present selection; ‘I know my mother cried that morning’. The pressures of the child, not fully understanding the implications of poverty, become the burden of the parents, filled with shame and disappointment, knowing that they can’t provide what is ‘normal’.

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But importantly, the essay is itself no naive paeon to unions. As Voyce points out, ‘we didn’t think we were “sticking it to the bosses” … Rather, we felt poor, depressed, and manipulated by all sides’. In a world where strike votes were held by the workers going to Tranmere’s home ground, lining up in the terraces and sticking up their hands, the possibility for meaningful dissent was non-existent, and a worker such as Voyce’s father felt caught between the bosses and the unions.Aravon Women's Flex Lacey Dress SandalThe conclusion to this account – in which Voyce’s dad leaves Vauxhall, goes on the dole, and takes on a new job as a night porter – is bittersweet, a partial victory in the escape from a no-win scenario, but also a reminder that there is only one winner in this kind of conflict.Report Women's Columba Wedge SandalLadies Sandals Open Toe Pumps Buckle Party High Heels shoes Women Gladiator Heeled Sandal.

Voyce’s chapter is representative of the achievements of the volume as a whole, offering uneasy, complex and emotional responses to well-worn situations, and bringing an authenticity rooted in the personal to bear on the conversation. It’s a beautifully written essay, its conflicted memories and ambivalent emotional responses refusing an easy narrative.